Is wanting to be famous a stage?

like i am 14 turning 15 in a week but i want to be famous all my life and i have my reasons why, first i just felt like i need to be known i never had that person to love me but i always love them and its hard. i get denied by girls all the time and its hard i want people to know who i am! also i want to become famous because i just want to prove to all the people i know that i am someone and they can say oh i know him i was his friend! people might think this is weird and i have problems but i wouldnt mind being fallowed by paparazzi being noticed. idk its just i want to be known to just say HA to those people's faces and also make my parents proud of me.